Doodle
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Nowadays i get to do stuff which i nvr gt a chance to do..happy on the outside but sad in the inside..only god knows why..its okay shit can happen..so this is wat i tink abt it....
i could never understand it,that's why I don't try from junior high until we both die,It's silly ho why must we try,is it really so rough,that we must always call each other's billy goat's gruff,Try to pull each other's legs until the other begs,we're liein to ourselves that's the beauty of it yeah,cuz we truly love each other,that's why we always fight,and all we do is shove each other,every other fuckin' night and it's clear it ain't gonna change,it's pent up rage,We both have,we both feel like we've been upstaged by someone else,we've both been,Someone else's someone else....problem is neither one wants help,It's an addiction and it can't be fixed
Haha remember this???
The more you, put me through,
The more it makes me wanna come back to you,
You say you hate me,
I just love you more,
You don't want me,
I just want you more,
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me,
I know it's sad but it's makin me happy,
The more that you slap me,
the more that it turns me on,
Cuz you love me,
and I love you more.
So today there;s a meeting and im suppose to ryte shit out..and im just plain dull abt wat i wana ryte..life is indeed a struggle haha..so one of my friends happen to talk to me abt the rock scene in sg sayin that many hip-hoper convertin to rock shaba shaba shaba..i just couldnt be bother i just gave in..hip-hop will always be in my life,hip-hop is a passion i burn it brighter and as long the blood keeps oozing in my veins ill still be insane its just my game..and ever since i started to love my foe the one who hates me and all those talking abt me at werk,those claimin that i make rumours those who i wana beat and all haha i love u guys,witout u guys i wont be strong as i am today,love comes again!!!i wont let us down again i promise
(u just got so much love u cant afford to lose,goodbye heartbreak i dont need u now)
D-N
4:59 AM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Haha firstly to adillah i love u and i will always do,no matter wat the rumours the made up story the pain the lies im okay....i fogive u i wana thank u for the struggle u gave me the pain u brought upon..and to all of her friends and to everybody from the bottom of my heart i love u all,and for the misunderstang and all, i forgive u all, seriously from the bottom of my heart...its just a part of life and i love u all friends foe watever...
I knw i was wrong i know the names effected u alot,i know...but its just the me inside me..u know me well then other ppl..but hopefully ill change..time pass,when i saw u,there was no contact but mentally i felt there was...haha i foget to say i was goin off haha,halfway i turn back and went up just to say bye bye hahah...ahh hw nice it was..i learnt alot..and ill take this journey as a test...sori when u asked me for help i couldnt help..but thanks for finding me when u need help..but in the end u didnt nedd my help hahah...i wont let it fall again i promise...
I gt stuff for sale (first hand) & rent.....
PSP(rent) 5 dollars for 48 hours flat
A V-neck topman blue black strips shirt with the tag on...
A S&K shirt plain black wit overlap picture with the tag on
STEREO TYPE CLOTHING (for more info put it at the tag board)
Sooner or later im gona post up my pics from my previous performance at sentosa....enjoy
(Gt a picture of glorious day sunny afternoon somewhere in the view,and i dont care wat its all abt as long as im wit u)
D-N
2:50 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Sunday, December 24, 2006
so today ad is comin back hahah cant wait to meet her hahah...she was supposd to be back by 12 but the flood was blocking their way..too bad hmm...she finish all her money on shooping patah balik bankrupt hahah....and i havent had a 12 hour sleep for this pass 5 days tinking,and tinking and tinking goddamn i like freaking miss her alot sia..anyways life has been bored and im lack of cash sia haha and still waiting for my result haha...so its raining and i got to talk to ad for awhile and tings have been for her...
23.
no news updated its just that i went to the mosque to blajar ugame....but i didnt get enough sleep haha..couldnt sleep...
22-
gt to talk to her for awhile..she's sick due to the fact that she ate something at the warong she and her dad...sakit diarrhoea gt to speak to her when shes in the toilet..haha sad2 but somehow she enjoy the day althought the shit wont stop,at least she lose weight haha..goddamn i just so freaking misssss her!!!!and she kirim salam to evryone in sg...
the thought just make me smile
D-N
Labels: 5 days of misery
6:19 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Thursday, December 21, 2006
she's gone for 5 days,dat means no fighting,no sleeping properly nobody to fyte for,a mountain full of miss,a world full of smiles but nt like hers...sometimes i do msg her,i know she dosent msg me back or maybe she received it..but as long this hunger and the will in me..i wont give up..i kol her at times she didnt pick up,buttt HER MOM KOL ME!!!BUT SHE SLEEP ALREADY...then she explains why nvr pick up and all..but its all fine i just let the tears dry on my check so when she come back it dosent go to waste,somehow ur in me 24/7 far by view close in heart ad...and i lied to u when i say i wana sleep just now, i couldnt...godamit ur gone for more then 24 hours,its likea wholelifetime..yes i do agree at times we dont talk but the remorse in me u will nvr know so do ppl..
u wont believe me but im goin hiking at bukit timah sia!!!haha gona lose some calobies i say..hip-hop is my passion,at point u just have to do things to just go that far,and im reaching that goal...passion is diif from life always remember that..
Yesterday..
I know i was a jerk,but why do u have to lie abt something big ad??why till the world believe..dont make urself look bad...i was preety fused up due to the fact u wont answer me,but i was more a jerk when the couples of time we fyte..but just to see u smile it just really made my day for that day even thou we fyte..i like so reaking miss u and pfft u just made my day..hopefully u use the powder that i gave,yeah i know he gave u a bear and mine is just a stuoid powder,why a powder???simple u use powder when u go out,ur using somthing i gave whereever u go..the fytes and tlks im reli2 sori...i wasent bein myself,sori i didnt allow u to act like a stewerdass hahaha..but before i go the middle finger was so me that u didnt even take it seriously even thou u know im upset wit u hhaha...u just brighten up my day babe...
baby maybe,baby i bore u
no no,is my fult coz i cant afford u,
baby maybe other peeps will all be better for u
coz all i can do is love u
baby when i love u,
there;s noting that i wouldnt do,went through the fire for u
anything u ask me too
but gurl im tired of livin this life its getting hard trying to live wit lies
gurl dont u see that i just love..noting like i used 2
(Life is a struggle,u go through the rubble for a suitable hustle)taken from Talib kweliLabels: 5 days of misery..
6:59 AM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
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