ive been having reminising on the days of my past
ive seetle all of my problem
ive notice alot of ppl accpeting me for wat i am and no who i am
ive been a person who has critical condition someone tissue
ive never been lonely but i still need certain ppl standing beside me
ive notice the reason why she dosent even wana look at me
i miss my god parents alot and for once i gave my god mom a kiss and god dad a hug
known only as "nigger"
known for repeating my past..
im financially stable
going to bangkok (hopefully) december
ive lost alot of weight
basically ive known alot of girls...but all acceptting me for wat i am and not who i am..
i love my specs
u cant take it away from me
Our mother has been a pillar of our life ever since we were born,they suffer for us,so that in the end of the day she see us smile..
all my life ive never had a dad,my mom has always been both my mom and dad,she raised 3 kids...the brother,me,the sister
but ive been a stubborn son,nvr listening to her,lying to her,make her cry inside..all she wants from me is just to obey her,but ive been defiant ive been a fucker,
i dont even talk to my bro if he ask me a question all i just do is nood my head or answer in a humming sound..basically i dont even know who i am..ive been selfish,why tink abt my happiness and nt them arghhhh
ramadhan is comming...hopefully ill get a light from above and ill change
nigger stiffen up ur upper lid
fyte those pigs inside u..
i just drop by to see a blog,when i saw ur pic,nothing could describe wat went thru my brain..
As much as i wana meet u...i cant even see u..
as much as i want u..its not my time,even if there is one
As much as i wana make time for u...ur nt there
As much as i need u...ur just in my eyes
As much as i wana hold u........the only thing i hold is my tears
if i have 30 seconds to live ill say this to u:
"even in heaven when there is so much goddess
ill be waiting for u, as u are my goddess
and nobody can replace that
while saying the prayers,*closed eyes*ill pray for u too"
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