"I know i wasent the original guy who dedicated the song to u,but this song is just for u,now dedicated by me"
This year is coming to an end,and ive yet to even talk to her,maybe im just goin to far,i still wonder why is it all my fault that all my dates didnt work out,but again she just pops out of nowhere..read her blog and all thought it was for real,haha but nah it wasent totally real,anyways i know im gone from her life,sadly they say that first love always last well i say first love do last but it depends on both party..to make it last or nt,its been awhole year and i cant get over her,the sacrifice the thoughts the hauntings everything just makes it impossible..but again u gota move,i dont even know when my times coming for her,just seeing all my friends wit their first love and holding hands and laughing spending times together haha,god it sure brings back memory,haha i did something stupid days back i went into my sis account and msg her,and yest before i meet up wit her sister and brother in law,i msg her something long,guess words dont work for u anymore huh ad,,but u cant force someone to like or hate the person,it come's naturally,but i believe u need to stand on ur two feet and defeat the enemy witout anybody help,for that it shows how strong you are..asking for help is like asking for sympathy but its nvr wrong to ask for help to prove something,ahaha i notice i always fall to my knees when its abt her..lalala,goddam i love you girl haha,the whole world knows it!!hopefully may my chin rest on your shoulder while your resting on mine..till the day arrive...im single...dates dosent work anymore..its time...
how do i overcome all this,by learning new stuuff and changing my ways and of course do something stupid..anyways my final year exam is in a couple of hours,im so nerveous i cant sleep my sis has been nagging at me for being a book worm so i decided to take sometime off and blog,and since then ive been thinking,hmm why why why,why to wat,i dont even know i just laugh to myself and say the last time i saw u smile,was on ur bed ..the smile on ur face haha pimple every where plus the "nike" hahaha..there was this pic a baby nike smile i had given back but but but i kept the excat copy of it!!scaner babe..modern day,once i get permission i ill post it,kalau tk kene saman copyright haha..
tiesto has been rulling my ears the whole night and as i was walking back,someone came by and said"your one of SG best shuffler" i then ask and u are??he just say i gt shuffle wit u at mos before..haha i smile and say thanks,..well its zouk on fri and mos on sat enjoy my very first shuffle vid!!
i love u all and fuck the world...no more gangster shit for me....lalalala nigger out!!
true love is something that u dont see but feel it-someone friendster..
<2 months of shuffling>
4:37 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
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