Doodle
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
From where i am now...i dont care...but i care for her,life is a struggle u go through the rubble for a suitable hustle...to everybody who ask me this"eh ko dah tk dgan adillah""ko tk contact adillah""ko dah move on"
ill answer..
Im nt wit adillah when we broke up is yet to be know..the life was just full of lies..
No i dont contact wit adillah but i do keep updates..
so everytime i disturb her,beggin her to give me a chance,hustlin for her and sacrife myself for her its not movin on??the fact that nobody move on in a instant is always in everybody..they dont fyte for it they just keep quite..when they are quiet there in the process of moving on..am i keepin quiet??haha thats for myself to know..i just like surprises
so does everybody wana know the big secret??
ill save the best for last
Maybe its not ur time,maybe later-adillah
D-N
3:47 AM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Monday, March 26, 2007
Niggers dont need no thick white face bitch to push him...
niggers dont need no gurl to hustle..
niggers leave wonderfully thanks to an undying unforgivin soul...
niggers like me dont like to fuck around....
niggers like me dont care abt wat ppl say..niggers care abt wat ppl know
Niggers out there just listen to wat ppl say but dont see wats the truth...
niggers out there saw many of my truth....
niggers ask for advice from me....
nigger im arab...
why nigger here nigger there....
i was born to say nigger hahah ....
i make millions not a couple of grand...
im bein love by every mathafucker i know...
except u and ur side but i forgive em..
eh yo bitch i learnt one thing
"you dont need to be rich to be rich"d-n
MY MONEY MAKE THE LAWYER MAKE THE SHIT GO AWAY!!!FUCKERS!!!..
D-N
1:16 AM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Have u ever wake up in the mornin and someone calling u saying that ur invited to a private party..well friday was my first time dont know where he or she gt my no. for wat i know i was requested to come down...first i thought it was some stupid prank..that my friend played on me..
but to my surprised nobody called me wit a private no. so wat the hack..i went down to bugis to get some items for mum,as mum goin to umrah today...then went straight to esplanade..NIGGERSZ!!!...i went to dxo and to my surprise...MY NAME WAS ON THE GUEST LIST!!!!!!wat the hell have i done to achive a private party..well fucked it im still in a private party...but yeah no smoking and no drink i dont drink anyways....free fllows of cock sprite and i forgot wat else..yeah started wit some wonderful singers..giler sia....then it was party!!!!!dancee floor open..didnt wanted to dance at first but after much persuade by my friend(as in one person)and wonderful gurls i just had to give in...but to hell wit it,i was thinkin abt ella the whole time y godamit why???takper lah i like to think abt her...sothe last 3 songs were the shit!!!the next episode,followed by return of the trez and i forgot the last song..i just had to crip the stage...niggersz fo sho emcee wit choas...
after everything was done,i had an empty stomach full of air...just had to eat,went down to BK eat a doulbe cheese meal and settler im bloted..i still miss ad after all the fun ..it seems witout her nothing is complete...
"10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 ready or nt here i come ,here comes trouble in a sec"D-N
D-N
12:26 AM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Firstly everyone who stumbble upon this plz donate an al'fatihah for the late "ali bin gewang"
Also know as nuradillah binte rosli grandfather..
i gt a call around 2 plus when brother in law(bil) called me saying that ad grandad has gone back to its rightful owner..after a short meeting that very mornin i straight went home and called antonio and invited him as he was close to the family but im closer then any outsider haha..anywyas i put on a jubbah and took the quran and went all the way..nvr once i walked that fast towards her place...aftre much helpin and closing the glass...i notice hw long i didnt saw ad wear a tudung it was the ish of all ish and went she wore em cair babe cair hahah..preetyness of a princess my princess to the exact haha..anyways ad sister ask me go down and angkat her atok..so yeah went down wit anto..just seeing the mayat made me cry..why maybe he just reminds me of ad too much and the promise i made to him btw the promise had nothing to do wit ad,i dont even know wheather she knows but i know.....how ad would talk to her when shes bored how ad would come home and peace at her how the way the atok talks to her and how much the atok give her stupid comments haha..and how we escape the atok haha.....so yeah bacer alfatihah and angkat mayat...so yeah in the lift when everything was moving smoothly..the lift jam..the only thing we could was stay calm then one of ad uncle happen to open the door it was brick wall!!! aahhhhhh but the best thing i can do is just stauy calm so yeah dats wat i did..,i know if i were to die ill do a happy man,memory of ad forver is wit me due to the wrist..and how much pahala i get for just carryin the mayat ..so yeah all i did was bacer al fatihah and told em(those in the lift) thats its just ujian..at the same time ad bil called the elavator guy..and abt 20 mins we were out i was sweating more than i ever was..i was happy pahala banyak babe!!!! yeah after chiiling wit the bil and all,smokinh and all i went to sembahyang sunat and then read yassin tot he mayat as requested from the bil and my own wil..so waited for subuh i became imam and shaba2
at abt 7 we left due to antonio stupid tyming of extra cab fare haha..didnt sleep as i happen to go to school gt some fucked up exams finish at 4 came back then chill..at home for awhile...then went back sri aunty didnt eat at ur place..ad didnt madfe me my milo,sad2,but its okay before i left i made her smilke and maki me ahahh..and the flying kiss!!!haha tk menjadi ah damn sori bebeh another time i will..
"Fear nvr consume me for my wrong doings for u,i do it wit out regret"D-N
D-N
11:48 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Why am i so kind enough,why did i even gt burn by a gurl...well she's still my one and only
anyways i went to her house..chill there then i happened to enter the room sister payin comp she still sleepin..her mom and brother outside watchin tv haha...so i happen to sit in the room..starring at the wrist..while starring she trun haha saw me and shout "MAMA" haha
then gt lah terpekik sini saner haha cute sia..then lock herself up in the mother room then kene scolding hahah...anyways..she bath then mkn...so after that..she wantedd to go out..got job interveiw dat is..anyways thing started to go out of hands she nearly throw my ciggarates i nkow lah u dont want me to die cepat but dont need to thorow my ciggs at last she throw one stickk 50 cents sia hah that one nvr mind she dont want me to die early hahahaha,then she throw my hp..that one cannot tahan...so yeah THE THING IS I WAS BEIN THREATEN!!!..nvm then after dat i go loco i punch the mother scv port sampai senget sori aunty..then i wanted to folo her hah..but tak jadi everybody got a life so yeah she cried bcoz of my wrong doing towards her and the folo her part..im sorry ad,i realise if i was a hard headed guy noting would be like this ill be happy wit her..i didnt in their life fiq did..i was happy wit ad..we were happy.. if only i said"I DONT WANT FIQ MSG U ANYMORE"we could have been happy...nothing would be like diz..but i noticed something we both smile at times and laugh ..i dont know why its just us..
"dont worry i wont let the past repeat i wont be wit fiq"-ad(on the night i stayed at ur place,the nite u cryed bcoz of me taking pics wit my primary school friends)
D-N
I love u and i will alwyas do..no matter the weather
6:04 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
Sunday, March 11, 2007
They say when someone die,they die alone...but they suffer for other ppl..
they say i was stupid..they say im doin it wrong..i guess that im just to evil...anyway on the 9th was the day i hang my shirt..one of the days i would nvr forget..there was 2 things i learnt..."nvr judge a book by its cover"...and "regret it when its gone"..i happen to do something i dont know wheather its stupid or clever or watsoever i guess ur firstl love could make u do anything wit out thinking...a.d.i.l.l.ah..i left the world witout thinking for a moment..now ill make sure i wont regret it..
"I buy u flowers,u throw em at me,i know its sad but its makin me hapi the more that u slap me the more it turns me on u dont want me i just want u more"-eminem
D-N
8:41 PM (The Hate U Give Little Infant Fuck Everybody) 1Y
D-N 